myself

when I am myself

not your ‘myself’

not the ‘myself’ mum and dad know

no, not that

I mean,

myself myself

but like not the ‘myself myself’ you think you know

but the ‘myself myself’ I know myself

so, does that mean

when I am myself^cubed?

and ultimately, how many myselfs does it take

to construct a cube?

and how many fake me’s can I fit within a box?

when I am myself,

and I mean,

when I am really myself

I am euphoric.

when I am myself

the one you like,

I am devoured by dysphoria.

[GM]

15 / Euphoria (#escapril)