23rd of April

Last night was strange.

Strange vibes, strange dreams.
One of them was the most absurd.
I saw myself trapped.
Sitting in a cold, dark, moldy room.
I was scared.
I got up and started running.
I ran and I ran until I felt my legs melting and my lungs collapsing.
There were doors everywhere in the room.
I opened each one of them, but behind them there were only lifeless bricks.
I ran again, but in vain.
I blacked out, my lungs unable to stand the strong, quick and loud pounding of my heart.
I was paralyzed.
Suddenly the room flooded.
I pinched myself.
   Only to realize that it wasn't a dream. The room was my mind, the doors were my thoughts and the flood was my crying.
I said to myself.

"You had it again girl."
           One true, vivid panic attack.

                        
                      ~Hopeless Romantic~